2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around You know what really sucks? When you want so much to just spend all afternoon spilling your heart out to the people who you love the most but you can't. Sure you can make heaps and heaps of new friends but there will only ever be a hand full of people who know you inside out, who you can place complete trust in, who you know will always give you a listening ear and not judge, who you know will give the best words of advice and a hug that will make everything better. It used to be as simple as, "hey wanna catch up for lunch?" and half an hour later you'll see their faces and be in the presence of the best company you can possibly ask for but i guess it's not as simple as that anymore. It's been a real burst of fresh air...meeting so many lovely people in recent days but for now, it's just not the same i guess. I miss sitting at the park or sitting on the bed just talking about anything and everything for hours and not realise how fast time is flying. I miss laughing at the stupidest things until our make up is smudged by tears and our stomach is aching from laughing so much. Friendships like those are priceless. and you know what? sometimes msn really sucks... Oh well, i guess i can't ask for too much. I have already been blessed with so much and in time it'll all work out so don't think about it too much pris...
